Been more than a month now since signing off the Splendour...and it took a month to get my land legs back (more emotionally) and adjusting back to living on land...it does take that long. I was, after all, on a ship for six months.
Itapos;s so wonderful being back in Montreal, keeping on running into people I know. Rehearsals are going quite well. Itapos;s a challenge this production, in many ways, but Iapos;m relishing it.
Turning 25 on Friday, and I think finally Iapos;m ready too. Was in Ottawa last weekend for Thanksgiving, my birthday with my family, a breakfast with my dear friends, and an early Christmas with my grandparents who are snowbirds and head to Florida for the winter. It was a wonderful weekend, just the kind of rest I needed.
Still missing people from the ship though. Not everybody, but the majority. It seems a little odd that life continues there when you sign-off. Youapos;re immersed into that world and itapos;s gossip and then you sign-off, most of the time feeling bittersweet, both happy and sad at the same time. And sometimes your mind wanders back to the ship and all the dramas that continue on. Itapos;s damn annoying when it does that in the middle of rehearsal, although an actor calling line brings back soon enough. I have come to the realizations: I do not regret anything (I know I have said this before, I just need to reinforce it, or maybe just put it in writing); I know why people have not been responding to my questions of what is going on (if this sounds cryptic, donapos;t worry); and my heart finally feels free...I think it does. I was never sure about it in the situation.
I am writing. I am living. I am who I am (to paraphase Iago...his "I am not what I am"). A Montreal night beckons.
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